Post by callie HEART! on May 3, 2008 14:14:20 GMT -5
Callie Scarlett Heart
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{ `cause nothing changes who i am.
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name, Callie "California" Scarlett Heart
age, 16
sexuality, Female
orientation, Straight
wealth status, Very Very Wealthy
cabin, Penthouse
Its pretty obvious that a pop star is living in this pent house. The closet is full of top of the line designer clothes, shoes and purses. A large vanity with a big mirror and bright lights is lined with professional make up supplys and she has 3 guitars set up and lined against the wall. A comfy black bed spread is on the queen size bed and she is guilty of having some clothes scatter the floors. Its got a big screen TV tons of videos and a killer sound system. Callie loves throwing partys and chilling with friends since she has it all to her self.
{ that`s how we roll.
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family,
- Leo Heart (dad) -Chef-Country Singer-
- Allison Heart (mom) -Pastry Chef-
- Charlie Heart (older bro)
family photos,
{ life`s like a novel with the end ripped out.
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history,
Callie Scarlett Heart was born August 12, 1992 in Napa California. She was born into a small family, it was her father her mother and her older brother Charlie. They were the picture perfect Kodak family, Barbeque's and camp outs and every thing you could ever imagine. Her parents met when they both worked at a restaurant, her father was the Main chef and her mother was the head Pastry Chef it was chemistry in the kitchen and the rest is history.
She grew up becoming very close to her big brother. He was her solid rock that she could hide under when she was scared and stuff like that. Her father taught her that the most important thing to do was to keep her feet on the ground no matter what happened to her in life, he also taught her how to sing and play every instrument that she plays today. She really would be no where if it wasn't for her supportive family. They never made fun of her looks or put her down in any way.
Callie had all the makings of becoming a great and even famous musician. When she was 13 she was singing at a state wide talent show and had actually won among all of the other competition. After the concert she got approached by a man from Hollywood Records who wanted her to come in and show the people in the studio what she had. She was so excited she thought she was going to bust! Little did she know, this was just going to be the start of a rocky life.
She went into the studio and played for the record company and they loved her. She wanted to get started right away because she always figured thats how it worked but it wasent. She spent a year signing contracts, rehearsing and going over the same material again and again. At times Callie was just ready to quit and give up but her father always kept her in the game. She would record a song, they would release it on Radio Disney, shed get good ratings and make a music video for it and people would request it left and right. She wanted to start actually making her CD so she could create a following and actually due what She wanted to do. She never realized how much pressure was behind the music indistry. All her favorite artists made it look so easy.
Finally when she turned 14 her dreams started to slowly come true. She finished recording her first album and much to her suprise people were buying it left and right and she was working her way up the music charts. She thought that everything was finally falling into place and things were going right. Then some one hit the fass foward button and all Callie could do was hold on tight and let the music industry suck her in. What she wanted didnt matter any more.
Callie was always rushing around and in front of large crowds trying to make them think she was perfect. She was at the starting point of her music career sky rocketing. She would rush from school to home to recording to photo shoots to interviews to performances and then get home and still be awake to finish her home work. It was TORTURE. That was when she started caffeine pills, when her mom would rush her back and forth to things and hardly even stop to let her eat. Her friend tossed her the Caffeine pills and she tried them and quickly got addicted to the out come. No sleep plus major hyperness? It was awesome. She didn't know what it was really doing to her body.
Being in front of the camera and up on stage ALL the time was starting to wear down the 15 year old pop star. She was looking older then she really was and at times she was just looking sick, every one thought it was the flu or just stress but she knew that it was her serious lack of nutrition. But did she care? Nope. She just knew that she had to be able to stick things out and be good enough for her fans but not only that, she had to be good enough for the controling record company people.
Finally they noticed that she started looking a bit sick and they didnt want to loose one of their biggest recording contracts so they told her to take it easy and lay low for a little bit. That wasent really going to slide for her. She had all ready programed her mind into hyperactive perfect pop star mode so when they told her to just take a few weeks off to relax and calm down is when her mind just over loaded.
By now she was strongly addicted to caffiene pills and diet pills. She didnt have to steal them because, well when your on a certain level of popularity, fame wise, things were pretty easy to get if you had the money. She hadent stopped working her self even though even one was telling her to relax and take it easy, she just saw the break as an oppurtunity to get a few steps ahead of the game. Finally her relax time was up and her label had scheduled her first nation wide tour. Callie was beyond excited.
She was doing her first sold out arena concert in san fransisco to kind of kick off the start of her tour and she was SO pumped. Infact she was to pumped for it to be normal... 3 songs into her warm up is when the chips really hit the fan. She collapsed in the middle of one of the songs causing a nice case of wide spread panick. Flu? Food Poisoning? Nope. She was seriously under weight and seriously got her self sick. So they had to call off the concert much to her advisers protest and she spent the next week and a half in the hospital. But when they took away her diet pills and her cafiene pills she slipped into a weird round of withdrawl. She got really violent at the people in the hospital mostly cause she wanted out. She hated hospitals with a passion and always had since she got diagnosed with diabetes when she was 13.
Finally once she got out of the hospital it took her a few weeks to get back on her feet and her parents decided to make her take a break from the music industry. With out performing all the time and with out caffiene pills and Diet pills she just felt Empty. Really really empty. She went back to school and was instantly a new round of popular thanks to her pop star status and she loved it. Mostly the attention she was getting from guys. In more then 1 way. Since she wasent really doing music and stuff at the time she used guys as her excuse to fill up her time, soon after she had become quite the party girl. Her parents got sick of it and packed everything up and moved back to California. Since Callie had made so much money and the fact that her parents werent exactly poor since her father just opened a new chain of resturants they decided to send her on a cruise because tehy thought that it might calm her down and give her a chance to relax.
{ you want a piece of me?
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appearance,
Callie is very petite. She enjoys being tiny. She has long extra curly chocolate brown hair that she straightens some times and puts in black and blond extensions when she feels like it, She dresses to fit what ever mood she is in. Sometimes she is in all pink and preppy as heck and other times shes totally punked out, it really depends on the mood you catch her in. Callie isn't afraid to dress a little flirty and she definitely isn't afraid to wear things that other people wouldn't be caught dead in. Because to her your clothes match your personality and she is Totally Unique. She always has her omniPod attached to her hip or her arm or sometimes her lower back, but she usually keeps it on her hip where it can go un seen.
She takes pride in her appearance and will never walk out of her room in 'No Make Up' Her make up always matches what she is wearing and even though she doesn't really need it, she is convinced that she has to wear it to make her self look pretty. Which brings us to the next point. Look down at her stomach and you will notice its the smallest part on her body. But does she think its the smallest? nope. She has serious self confidence issues when it comes to her weight and how she looks and she is convinced that every one is prettier then her. But she really isn't that bad looking.
When you first look at Callie, you think 'Oh...Wow look at the little rich pregnant dog' She dresses preppy a lot, has all the rich girl stuff. Designer sunglasses and purses hot pink diamond studded side kicks and designer clothes. She cant help it, her mom turned her into what she is today. She used to have a gorgeous face and gorgeous body but now it looks like some one stuck a vacuum in her belly button and sucked all the air out. Her arms are thin, her legs are thin, her stomach looks like some one stepped on it and her cheek bones stick out a little bit. She doesn't let that phase her...at least she tries not to.
She has soft pale skin that is silky smooth to touch. She keeps her skin healthy and has heard that its quite delectable to touch and taste according to a few certain boys. She has soft lips that are nice and plump when she wants them to be and she ALWAYS has sparkly or shiny lip gloss on. Her hair is soft and really fun to run your hands threw and she enjoys yummy scented perfume to make the little boys drool. Call her a serious flirt....you might be right.
She feels gross if she isn't all glamed up in makeup with everything being professionally done, she just doesn't feel pretty. She almost never likes going any where with out make up or anything. She also hates her feet. She thinks they are gross so she is always wearing socks and close toed heels because she just hates feet. She never really had bad skin but she sun burns REALLY easily. Its one of the bad things about her fair skin. When she does sun burn its usually really bad.
picture,
celebrity, Miley Ray Cyrus
{ i am unwritten, can't read my mind, i'm undefined.
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personality,
Bubbly. Callie Scarlett Heart is bubbly and hyper almost all of the time. OK well no not all of the time. But she likes to help people and she loves to be around people and she loves to laugh. She is very serious when it comes to music how ever and when she is singing or playing the piano or guitar she is in her own little music world because to her Music is a release, it is a comfort and it is the most amazing things in the world. She wouldn't be any where with out music.
Callie has very low self confidence. She is always picking on her self and picking out her flaws and focusing on the bad things about her self rather then the good things. She gets jealous of other girls because they are skinny and beautiful and when she looks in the mirror an ugly monster stars back at her. She keeps this part of her personality a secret mostly. But if you are really paying attention to her or if she trusts you enough then she might tell you. She doesn't really take compliments very good. Some one calls her pretty, she just smiles but in the back of her head she convinces her self that she isn't. She just shuts her mouth and goes with the flow most of the time.
She likes to ignore the fact that she is slowly killing her self by not eating because that makes her blood sugar slip and when your a diabetic, that really isn't good. She gets moody and depressed some times because well thats another affect of Anorexia. She also LOVES Caffeine pills, she likes the hype and how many things she can get done when she keeps popping a few caffeine pills during the day. Even though she knows shes probably going to over load her heart she doesn't really care. To her its more important to be able to focus and be able to finish whats on your plate for that day and succeed and get lots and lots of things done. Despite the jittery and irritable side effects that usually take place around the 3rd pill during the day. She was usually really quiet and good about hiding Caffeine pill and Diet pill addictions, until she passed out. But thats a whole other story.
Callie some times has small spouts of depression. She just wants to shut her self off from the world and be non existent or she lashes out when she gets a little bit mad. This diva has a class A temper. Some times she gets mad when she doesn't get the things she wants but mostly just because she was so used to getting everything she wanted. The life of a pop star was starting to go to her head and she had hardly finished recording 1 CD. Despite the fact that she is here and supposed to be getting help, she still tries everything she can to maintain her less then perfect image.
{ i`m trying to let you hear me as i am.
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your name, Maddie
experience, 4 years
example,
Madison was going on day 3 of not leaving her bed room, she didn't bother requesting meals and when meal time came around she went to the cafeteria but didn't stay, shed just find a bathroom that she could sneak off in and throw up till she was in tears. Needless to say, the broken pop star laying int he middle of blankets on her bed was starting to get deathly skinny again. Ribs were showing if you tugged up her shirt and she just looked like some one sucked the life out of her. Maybe she would be a bit happier if she was actually taking her anti-depressants but she didn't want to be happy, thats why when ever they came around she would hide them under her tongue then flush them down the toilet.
Every one thought that she was doing so good a week ago and no one really knew why Madison had slipped back into such a dark self destructive state. She stopped beating other people up but took all her anger and emotions out on her self. Bruises scattered her legs from Madison getting so mad and grabbing something hard and slamming it down till it felt like her legs were gonna break. But today was different. She was to weak to actually move much, considering the fact that she hadn't eaten in 3 days which meant she hadn't been tending to her Blood Sugar regularly. Only when one of the nurses came in to do it and she hadn't had any yet today. So on top of looking deathly sick, she was extremely shaky.
Madison felt like some one was standing on her chest, her breathing was rugged and she was laying on her side facing the caged window. She sat up a little bit and glanced around the room looking for something, anything that she could use to just feel 1 bead of blood drip down her pale skin. She slid out of her bed and ducked under her bed. Looking up under the frame of the bed she tugged out a small tiny little dune bug switch blade. Pretty much as long as her index finger and sat with her back against the wall on the floor.
She couldn't even remember how she snuck this thing in, but she did. Tugging up the bottom of her white tang top she looked down at the stitches on her side. Touching them lightly she winced a bit and images of the shooting flashed into her head. The screaming fans, laughing with her parents, the gun shots, the blood. Yes the blood, all the blood. She wanted to see that blood again, only she didn't want it to be her parents blood, she wanted it to be hers.
She used the tip of the knife to tug out almost all over stitches, wincing and cringing in pain as she did. Watching the crimson blood flow down her pale gross thin stomach she looked down at her scared left wrist. Placing the blade above the stitches on her arm she drug down hard and deep till they busted and blood free flowed down her thin pale arms. She was bleeding a lot now and the room was starting to spin. But she didn't want to stop yet. She drug the blade nice and deep across a few non cut pieces of skin on her left arm. Leaning against the wall in a sitting position she just sat there, kind of slumped.
The blade made a soft chink as it slid from her limp hand. Her white shirt was covered at the bottom in blood from her stomach and blood splattered around the top from her heavily bleeding arms. Maybe she would get her wish and actually bleed out this time. She felt her eyes flutter trying to focus as she fought to keep them open. Maybe she hit TO deep this time. She glanced down at the blood that was all ready starting to pool on the floors and closed her eyes. Everything felt all cold, she felt like when she got shot again, all she wanted to do was be with her parents. Dead.
But then thoughts of Ryan swam across her head and she felt stupid. She wished she could take all the spilled blood back. Her eyes closed lightly and she just remembered the first time she met Ryan. It was kind of similar to this only know her side was bleeding and her arm was gushing. And there was A LOT more blood this time, infact there was a nice little pool of her own blood around her. She just sat there, eyes closed slumped against the wall, shaking from not eating for a few days and ignoring her blood sugar. Her pale skin was cold and clammy and she just wished that she would be able to bleed faster. She rather be dead then feel the pain she was feeling right now.
